Mixed Feelings

Do not simply assume anything.
When you think that you have lotsa time to waste
Actually you are not
When you think that you have a second chance
No there isnt
When you think that things should turn out as what you thought
Maybe it is not
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Looking back at the past 5 semesters in NUS
Thinking of the 6 months ahead in the land of freedom
Mixed feelings
Though it is stressful over here
Yet, I am actually quite sad to leave this place

Eusoff friends/neighbours
Breakfast/Dinner/Supper together
Singing/TV-ing/Studying/Slacking together
Will I even be back in Eusoff after my SEP?
Nobody knows

ESE coursemates/clique/classmates
Though sometimes I think that you guys are too hardworking
I still miss/love/like the time with you all
My friends always wonder why I have class outing/gathering so often
I always say it is bcoz our cohort is small
It is actually more than that
It is becoz some of us take the initiative to make things happen
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It is time for me to start packing up
OHNO! I so feel like watching drama